thank you letter

i have so many reasons to love life, even with the unfamiliar pain that has entered it recently. or maybe because of the pain that has surfaced. i've written thank you letters to love and to the loved, thanking them for everything they have given me. i think now i want to write a love letter to life. i don't know what to say exactly yet but hopefully words will compose themselves as they see fit in the near future. i guess for now i just have another thank you letter. thank you friends for witty repartee, keeping me humble, giving me reason to smile,just being there, listening, and literally/figuratively pushing me into my insecurities. thank you home for being here even though i've been away more than i've been here. thank you the bay for giving me another reason to love you. thank you san jose for not swallowing my car into lost oblivion- even though i accidentally ran a red light, oops. thank you mother nature for not taking out your frustration with the human race on my drive back to cv- i really do appreciate that. thank you winter break for giving me time to turn my brain off for a little bit. thank you familia for still being here despite my neglect of you. o and on a smaller sillier note, thank you gchat and gchatrooms.