for you

i'v been going up and around and down emotionally and i haven't been recording it. for now this is as much for me as it is for you. love you lil big sis.

This Too Shall Pass - India Arie

for my girls

Brown Eyes - Destinys Child

because your joys make me smile :)!

Girl - Destinys Child

cuz WE are always there <3

real girl

Real Girl - Mutya Buena

well not exactly but i'm getting there.

little joy

watchin my momma play wii :D i miss her.

1, 2, 3...13

1. i'm going to start writing down little joys
2. i am going to incorporate a balloon into my juxtaposition photo project
3. i'm excited to go home for lots of reasons: sublist in no particular order
1. momma and dad
2. getting out of sd
3. ewocc
4. interview
5. taking pictures at home in the bay
6. home yummies
7. watchin tv with momma
8. friends
9. 3-day weekend!
10. comfort

fluv!

thanks scott!

o and alicia keys's clothes...can i have 'em? k. thanks.

wake up call

i haven't missed him in a long time. a long time meaning a matter of weeks, but still, that's a long time. now i miss him. ugh. after waking up by myself from a nap that was supposed to be 30 minutes but ended up being 3 times that- things don't always go as planned- i miss him. i miss being able to depend on someone to wake me up and have it done with love, not just obligation, to be woken up with hugs and warmth not just a shout from upstairs. don't get me wrong both work- well usually- but with the former i wake up refreshed and not angry, ready and not just looking forward to the next time i can close my eyes. it used to be if i didn't get up it was my fault for really wanting to stay in my dreamworld- of course dream and reality used to be a little bit more blurred then. i used to like being woken up by someone, there is a comfort in knowing that someone took the energy to watch the clock for you while you were lost in the timelessness of sleep. now i guess i'll hafta rely on myself instead, be the keeper of my own time whether my mind is resting or my eyes are open. too bad i've always had a terrible sense of time. *sigh